Is “See it to believe it” backwards?

Hey tribe,

How are you this Saturday?

Today I want to talk about the old adage, “See it to believe it”.
It’s a popular saying, and something many of us consider to be true.

What if we have it the wrong way around? What it we have to actually ‘believe it to see it’?

If you know anything about the law of attraction, you will know that you have to fully experience what you desire to draw it to you.

If, for example, you want rain, you must feel it as viscerally as possible. The smell, the feel, the sound, the taste, see it, engage as many senses as you can.

If you wish to manifest abundance, you must avoid fretting about mounting bills and instead feel that you are already wealthy.

When you wish to create a reality, you must have gratitude. Reminisce about future memories. Wistfully and fondly remember events that have yet to happen.

Obsessing about fearful situations actually helps to create them.

“Worrying is like praying for something that you don’t want to happen”

We create our reality through our thoughts be they positive or negative.

I think the Mad Hatter said it best:-
“You know what the issue is with this world? Everyone wants some magical solution to their problems and everyone refuses to believe in magic.”

If we have to see it to believe it, it’s already there, the creation part has been completed.

Our perception is so limited. We can see very little of what is going on around us through visible light. We can’t see basic things like sound, wifi, radio waves. Solid matter is barely solid, it’s mainly space even though we perceive it as solid.

We have probably all heard the old wives tale around fairies. Only people who believe in fairies can, in fact, see them. What if this is actually true? What if we can only see what we believe? If we don’t believe something to be so, then it’s not true for us, or the other way around.

Think of placebos. They appear to be such an anomaly. How can an empty medicine, a mere sugar pill actually help? Prozac one of the best-selling medicines on the market. The placebo for it has the same effect.

If people believe they are receiving the placebo, it has the same effect as the actual drug. ‘Believe it to see it.’

I think that we have ‘reality’ inside out and upside down. What if believing in something wholeheartedly actually brought it into being?

Abracadabra, is a well known ‘magical’ word, the meaning and origin is hotly debated. I will go for the one that I like best which is ‘What I think, I create’.

What if thought and belief is, in fact, the power of creation?

Food for thought!

By the way, I’ll be teaching level 1 in Birmingham on March 7-8th well as London April 4-5th. If you or any friends are interested in learning magic, please do get in touch. The price is £250.

Have an amazing week.

With love,


Miracles miracles miracles, and I’m a guest speaker at MBS in Olympia in May!

Hey tribe,

How are you?

I taught level 1 last weekend and, wow,  it was another miraculous class. I am, once again, completely blown away. This time it was largely by my student Dolly, who wasn’t even there.

Let me explain. Julia was one of the new students last weekend. She had met the team at Mind Body Spirit at the NEC early in November 2019. Dolly, as ever, was helping out on the stand. Julia arrived and was in a significant amount of pain. She had been suffering from Fibromyalgia for the last 5 years. It was in the majority of her body, from her knees to her chest.

She had, of course,  been to the doctor on many occasions and had been prescribed a cocktail of pills. They don’t really know what to do with it. Fibromyalgia was only recognised as a disability 2 years ago.

Julia came to the stand in pretty intense pain. She was looking for some temporary relief. Dolly was the one to speak with her. They assessed that Julia was frustrated and had blockages around the issue of control. They spent 3-4 minutes dissolving those issues, and Julia felt better, and signed up to class.

SO, Julia arrives at class on Saturday and proceeds to tell me that 80-90% of her pain has been gone since November. It’s February now, so 3 months with vastly reduced agony. So much so that she was off her meds. The pain was also in a far smaller surface area, primarily the base of her spine and some stiffness in her thighs.

What a miracle that was in and of itself. More happened in class but I will let Julia herself tell you about that.
Please also find a picture of some of last weekends students below, Julia on the left and Jane on the right, they again look a lot more relaxed and radiant after just 2 day.

In addition, I will be speaking at the Well-being Festival 2020 at Olympia on 25/05/2020 at 15:00-15:45. I will also have a stand there so you are welcome to come and have a demo or a chat. Below is what I will be speaking about :-

‘What dis-ease really is, and instant trauma erasing.’

‘Celebrity favourite Antonia has been an expert at erasing emotional trauma for years now. If you haven’t seen this, it’s well worth a look. Watch as she calls people up from the audience and instantly dissolves issues such as bereavement, heartbreak etc. The facts remain, but the negative associated emotions vanish. This is part of her level 1 Divine Empowerment class syllabus.

Her new work focuses on the root cause of dis-ease and how all dis-ease can ultimately be banished.

Join her on stage for this interactive and informative breakthrough lecture.’

I look forward to seeing you there. I will also run a competition to win tickets closer to the time.

I’m teaching my top level this weekend, wish me luck!

Have a great weekend,

With love,


Beasties and Affliction

Hey Tribe,
I trust you are well and happy.

I learned something new the other day that I think I should share.
If you are a regular reader, you will be familiar with my concept of smentities. I think that a lot of our negative self-talk is, in fact, caused by these little blighters whose objective is to feed on our pain and suffering.

I’ve now seen that there are bigger and stronger smentities that I’m calling ‘beasties’. Now, these are the ones that really get in and manipulate thoughts. They are ‘reverse cheerleaders’. I have come to the conclusion, recently, that they have a big part to play in addiction, suicide, obsession, and even serial killers.

If you have seen any serial killers interviewed, they tend to say that they had voices telling them to do it. Addiction can be similar. In addiction you are said to always want to be an addict. The process to escape from addiction is to take one day at a time. If they have their drug of choice, they want more more more. There is no moderation. I think that our auras and energy systems or force-fields become weakened by drink and drugs. This allows the smentities, or worse, the beasties in. The clue is even in the name. We drink ‘Spirits’. That could sound like an over-simplification but as soon as people have a few drinks they can become more dramatic, almost possessed, unlike when they are sober and sound of mind.

I think beasties are the final component in disease.

In a recent blog I spoke of how I think that disease is simply the densification of emotion. Emotion is gas and it solidifies into disease. I wholeheartedly believe this solidification is due to thought. That negative thoughts are intensified by smemtities or beasties.  The more negative thoughts we have, the more likely we are to contract a disease.
I have a wonderful book that I reference called ‘Metaphysical Anatomy’ by Evette Rose. She managed to find the ‘why’ of disease. I read it in sessions to clients and it’s always spot on. Everyone who hears it is mind-blown by how true the words are to them.

I spoke to a Muslim lady a few weeks ago who told me about ‘affliction’. Affliction is a fundamental part of Islam. It relates very well to my idea of beasties.

You may well get beasties when you have:-
1)     Too much adoration without blessing – This sounds very like the 10th Commandment – Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s house, nor
his farm, nor his cattle, not anything that is his!
2)     Envy
3)     Magic
4)     Jinn

They have a process to clear beasties too. They do wet cupping or blood cupping, also known as Hijama where they make little scores in your skin and use vacuum cups to draw out the blood. Darren and I had it done the other day to try it out. All this weird goop comes out. It’s ‘bad blood’ so stagnation or toxins. The blood that comes out is a jelly, or worse it looks like liver. It’s a good detox technique as it gets things moving again, especially if you have tightness or an injury. If you have an affliction, they also play the Koran. Beasties hate hearing the Koran so often they leave after one or several sessions. Sometimes people even make ‘the sign of the beast’ which is used a lot in rock music. The first and little finger pointing straight and the index and ring finger bent. That surprised me as I didn’t realise that was what it apparently is?

I found it fascinating that I came to some conclusions about mental health that have actually been spoken about in religious texts unbeknown to me. It’s a Muslim mental health treatment that is less known to westerners as it sounds bizarre. Does this resonate with you at all?

I can treat besties with pure energy, which probably makes things a little easier. Wet cupping is a little brutal but is an interesting detox technique.

Below is a picture of Darren’s back.
Have a wonderful week,

With love,